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I know my omnivorous words, and cannot say any less,. And would fetch you, whoever you are, flush with myself. This printed and bound book—but the printer, and the printing-office boy? The well-taken photographs—but your wife or friend close and solid in your arms? The fleet of ships of the line, and all the modern improvements—but the craft and pluck of the admiral?
The dishes and fare and furniture—but the host and hostess, and the look out of their eyes? The sky up there—yet here, or next door, or across the way? Sermons, creeds, theology—but the human brain, and what is reason? My faith is the greatest of faiths, and the least of faiths,. Enclosing all worship ancient and modern, and all between ancient and modern,.
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Perhaps you have been on it since you were born, and did not know,. Wonderful cities and free nations we shall fetch as we go. And in due time you shall repay the same service to me,. And I said to my Spirit, When we become the enfolders of those orbs, and the pleasure and knowledge of everything in them, shall we be filled and satisfied then?
And my Spirit said No, we level that lift, to pass and continue beyond. I answer that I cannot answer—you must find out for yourself. But as soon as you sleep, and renew yourself in sweet clothes, I will certainly kiss you with my good-bye kiss, and open the gate for your egress hence. You must habit yourself to the dazzle of the light, and of every moment of your life. To jump off in the midst of the sea, rise again, nod to me, shout, and laughingly dash with your hair. He that by me spreads a wider breast than my own, proves the width of my own,.
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I follow you, whoever you are, from the present hour,. My words itch at your ears till you understand them. It is you talking just as much as myself—I act as the tongue of you,. And I swear I will never translate myself at all, only to him or her who privately stays with me in the open air.
The nearest gnat is an explanation, and a drop or motion of waves a key,. The woodman, that takes his axe and jug with him, shall take me with him all day,. The farm-boy, ploughing in the field, feels good at the sound of my voice,. In vessels that sail, my words sail—I go with fisher- men and seamen, and love them. The driver, thinking of me, does not mind the jolt of his wagon,. The girl and the wife rest the needle a moment, and forget where they are,. And I have said that the body is not more than the Soul,. And nothing, not God, is greater to one than one's self is.
And whoever walks a furlong without sympathy, walks to his own funeral, dressed in his shroud,. And I or you, pocketless of a dime, may purchase the pick of the earth,. And to glance with an eye, or show a bean in its pod, confounds the learning of all times,. And there is no trade or employment but the young man following it may become a hero,. And there is no object so soft but it makes a hub for the wheeled universe,.
And any man or woman shall stand cool and supercilious before a million universes. For I, who am curious about each, am not curious about God,. No array of terms can say how much I am at peace about God, and about death. Nor do I understand who there can be more won- derful than myself. I see something of God each hour of the twenty-four, and each moment then,. In the faces of men and women I see God, and in my own face in the glass,.
I find letters from God dropped in the street—and every one is signed by God's name,. And I leave them where they are, for I know that others will punctually come forever and ever. I recline by the sills of the exquisite flexible doors, and mark the outlet, and mark the relief and escape. I reach to the leafy lips—I reach to the polished breasts of melons. No doubt I have died myself ten thousand times before. O suns! O grass of graves! Rawley was there too. Dallas was injured badly but in the end, it was Rawley who saves them. Dee takes care of Dallas, who soon overcomes with infection and fever.
From early on, it was apparent that Austin had a tendre for a girl named Becky. At the sometime, Boyd, Duncan and Cameron were there to talk to Dallas. Soon after Dee and Dallas was rescued, the sheriff comes in, informing them the kidnappers have been murdered. Now there was no way to prove that it was Boyd who paid them to kill Dallas. I loved this scene, the confident and angry Dee. Meanwhile, Houston and Amelia were in the house, helping Dee to take care of Dallas.
The fact that Austin went to town to threaten Boyd and fired one bullet in front of the people there also comes out. Though I understood the reason why he just took it onto him, Austin was such a good boy. Hmm, anyway as Dallas regains consciousness and leans about it all, he feels helpless. All through the book, reading of the profusion of love these brothers shared together overwhelmed me with emotion. In the end, Dee talks to Dallas about leaving him. I was again like, what the hell is this?! But, my annoyance went out in the wind when I read the scene before epilogue. It was too beautiful, made it upto me without a doubt.
I loved the words they exchanged, so touching. As I said earlier, I was a watering pot by then. I didn't find it. I came here, thinking I'd find glory if I built a ranching empire or a thriving town. Nodding mutely, she wrapped her arms around his neck. The flowers floated to the ground as he lifted her into his arms and carried her into the house.
He and Dee now have a baby, one they created in love. It was all that mattered. Oh, that man stole my heart Anyway, his habit of rubbing his mustache when he was thinking deeply was an endearing habit IMO. May 13, Mei rated it it was amazing Shelves: historical. Let me start saying: Would you please give me a weapon, so I can go at the beginning of this book and erase from this earth Boyd, her worthless father, Duncan and Cooper!!!
Maybe then I would have read this book without the pressing need to slam my e-book down so often! Don't get me wrong, I liked this book very, very much, but most of the time I wanted to smash something! Dee is a sweet girl. She's beautiful, but so very much view spoiler [doormat hide spoiler ] shy. Mostly I couldn't find the Let me start saying: Would you please give me a weapon, so I can go at the beginning of this book and erase from this earth Boyd, her worthless father, Duncan and Cooper!!!
Mostly I couldn't find the reason why Dallas fell in love with her. Why Dee has to be so, so I liked her better at the end of the book when she confronted her family. I wanted to yell: That's the way, girl!!! Go, go, go!!! Dallas was also not without fault. He's so rigid that I could almost hear his bones snapping here and there. He's also so sweet and I couldn't understand how Dee missed that he was soo in love with her! The book is so good because it caused a very strong emotions, but at the same time was also very sweet and romantic: an excellent mix!
Now, let go and read Austin's story view spoiler [poor boy hide spoiler ]!
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Ahhhhh it hurts to know that I could have loved the book but somehow something was not right. A marriage of convenience, Dallas and Cordelia both sound extremely promising, what is not to like? Then Cordelia's fears started to get on my nerves. I tried to be more understanding of her fears, but even I got annoyed. Dallas was a saint.
Cordelia's character started out fine, but once she married Da Ahhhhh it hurts to know that I could have loved the book but somehow something was not right. Cordelia's character started out fine, but once she married Dallas, she kept thinking about how she "could not stay". She was too fearful in the beginning of the marriage, then too much of a ambitious woman once she started with her hotel plan, which Dallas kind of "allowed" to happen. I could see what Lorraine Heath was doing: Cordelia was transforming from a fearful woman to a woman of her own mind, from having little self-esteem to feeling confident and in control of her destiny.
I respect that, but I found it hard to relate to her personal growth. The kind of woman that she was turning to seems too much like a managing sort. And I do despise a manaing sort of a woman. Like I said, I respect her aspirations but find her goal hard to relate to. Dallas wanted a son. This was a theme from book 1. So I was half afraid from the beginning that he would not get his heart's wish.
I won't go into details because that would be spoilerish. While I understood why Heath wrote the story this way, I secretly wish for another ending for Dallas and Cordelia. If we could not have our happily ever after with all our wishes fulfilled in a romance novel, where are we ever going to find it? I am glad that I read the book. It was a good story with intriguing characters. I could not relate to Cordelia but that was a personal thing. However I feel that the story was stuck in some kind of a limbo: it could have been really great but somehow could not get there.
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It just dangled between "good" and "could have been good". I feel that Dallas and Cordelia did not have enough foundation for their "coming together" to be special. And the drama with the pregnancy and Cordelia's despicable brothers were just too over the top and pushed the relationship into the shadow. I feel this is really quite a shame. Dallas deserves a better story, from where I see it.
But from this book's high rating, I guess most people are happy with his HEA. I for one, wish that he had a different story. Jan 05, Beanbag Love rated it liked it. This is the weakest of the Leigh Family trilogy. Dallas and Dee were completely mismatched for most the story and the entire plot was built on contrivance on top of contrivance.
One long misunderstanding. I found it incredibly annoying that no one, not even Amelia, clued into the fact that Dee's family would have told her the worst things about Dallas and that someone -- Amelia being the perfect someone -- needed to sit down and talk to her about what she'd been told and sift through fact from fi This is the weakest of the Leigh Family trilogy. I found it incredibly annoying that no one, not even Amelia, clued into the fact that Dee's family would have told her the worst things about Dallas and that someone -- Amelia being the perfect someone -- needed to sit down and talk to her about what she'd been told and sift through fact from fiction with her.
It didn't make any sense that they just let it sit there. Especially Amelia who's always sticking her nose in everything anyway. Ultimately, I was happy to see them get together. However, as with all stories that are built so inorganically, the ending feels like the point when the story should actually start. Like you've been treading through mud the entire time, and just when all that muck gets cleared up, it's over.
It's a weak installment in the series, but it's helpful for back story in the next book. And, of course, Houston and Amelia are there and we meet young Rawley Cooper who is a wonderful, poignant character in the story. It's not a waste. It's just not one of Heath's better efforts, IMO. Mar 11, Mariana rated it it was amazing Shelves: americana , marriage-of-convenience , mad-about-series-challenge , western.
Sooooo good if you are in the mood to cry! Oct 08, Bark rated it it was amazing Shelves: romance. I hate writing reviews about books like Texas Destiny because I know I can't do them justice with my measly vocabulary. Saying it made me laugh, cry, ache and that I never wanted it to end just doesn't seem like enough. The plot revolves around two characters who don't know how to communicate.
They keep their feelings inside, and tip-toe around other. This type of storyline will normally drive me insane but because Heath gets you into the heads of her people so skillfully you don't question their I hate writing reviews about books like Texas Destiny because I know I can't do them justice with my measly vocabulary. This type of storyline will normally drive me insane but because Heath gets you into the heads of her people so skillfully you don't question their insecurities and faults. I understood, sympathized, ached and got frustrated right along with them - but never at them.
And at no time did I get the urge to pound them over the head with something. Heath has a way of making me instantly fall in love her characters even though or maybe because? One of the best things about this series is the strong sense of family and the fact that her characters grow and change but don't suddenly turn into different people from one book to another. Dallas's brothers' Austin and Houston and his loving family are a big part of this story and provide humor and poignancy to an already deeply emotional love story.
I still remember the characters names a day later without notes an amazing feat for my feeble brain, believe me and their lives and personalities still linger in my mind. I wrapped up the book about am last night and today I'm dead tired but it was worth it! I easily give this book my highest rating, it touched me deeply and is one of those rare books that I'm forever searching for and seldom find. View 1 comment. Another beautifully written book in this series. Dallas and Dee were so perfect together, even if they didn't start off that way.
View 2 comments. Jan 14, Buggy rated it really liked it Shelves: hist-rom , cowboy-up , shelf , western-rom , colonial-frontier. Women however are in short supply in West Texas so when a land rights dispute develops with a neighboring rancher and Dallas learns that the man has a daughter he takes full advantage, essentially trading a parcel of his acreage for her hand in marriage nice! Having grown up with an abusive father Cordelia spends her wedding night hiding under a desk. And this is where I wondered how on earth these two would ever get it together because everything Dallas did only succeeded in pushing his timid wife further away.
Over time though, Cordelia really comes into her own, given free rein and a little support, her confidence just soars enough so that they begin to relax and enjoy each other, discovering that they work well together. Once again Heath shines at showing our couple slowly falling in love; the changes their personalities go through make it even harder to witness the tragedy that nearly takes everything away. I can no longer give you what you want. As far as historical western romances go this one has it all.
View all 7 comments. When it rains, it pours. This book was one tragedy after another. Ripped my heart out. Rarely have I met such a mismatched couple in my romance books. They were like two people standing in two opposite sides of the earth and deciding to meet halfway. Dee was a scared woman, closed up in her shell, that turned into an amazing, brilliant, resourceful and fiery person and Dallas had an explosive temper that he managed to control. Dallas has never been my favorite among the brothers. Austin is and Hous When it rains, it pours.
Austin is and Houston comes a close second. However, after reading this book I have finally been able to understand him. He is not cold, he is not unfeeling and he is not angry all the time. He just doesn't know how to express his feelings and give anything but orders. He seems like he's angry all the time when what he really is is frustrated and confused. I wanted to scream at him; tell him that this isn't the way to handle his relationship with his wife, but, in all honesty, Dee and her distrust of him in the first half of the book didn't help much either when all Dallas's ever been is kind and supportive.
Dallas slowly grew on me and made his way into my heart. All he's ever wanted was a son. A child that he could pass all that he's made out of his life on to. My heart ached for him. I wanted him to get what he wanted, because he was a great man and he deserved it. I still love his brothers a bit more, but Dallas is a great hero on his own. For a moment there I thought I'd love this even more than the first book in the series.
In the end, it didn't happen, but it was so close. There was so much tragedy and suffering that no matter how much I loved the characters I couldn't always enjoy the book. It left me with a bittersweet feeling. I think a simple "I love you" would have saved them a lot of trouble and pain, but this book was nothing if not intense. I love angst, but I think one mistfortune less or two would have spared my heart a lot of pain. Five stars for one of the most emotional stories ever and for two amazing characters that may have been a bit too stubborn, but managed to overcome the difficulties in their lives and come out winners.
View all 11 comments. Feb 15, Lover of Romance rated it it was amazing Shelves: topic-western , favorites-shelf , genre-historical-romance , top-favorites. Cordelia McQueen has always been a virtual prisoner in her fathers home. Dee is shocked when her father agrees to give her over to marriage to Dallas Leigh, her family's enemy. Dee is scared to death of this man, and desperately wishes that she was more important to her father than water and land that her father needs for his ranch. Having caring for her mother, after a scuffle with her father, and losing her, and her father broke his promise to her.
Now she is married to Dallas and everything i Cordelia McQueen has always been a virtual prisoner in her fathers home. Now she is married to Dallas and everything is unfamiliar, and feels more alone than ever. Dallas Leigh is desperate to have a son, and is determined to find a wife, and when he hears that McQueen has a daughter, he trades water rights for Cordelia as his wife. But he never realized how opposite they were from each other, he despises the fear he see's in her eyes and wants to do anything he can to take it from her.
Dee although in the beginning afraid of her husband, starts to look at him through her own eyes, instead of her brothers eyes, and slowly she starts to get to know him and the fear fades away from her, and a desire that sparks between them, and a tender love that will only strengthen their intimate bond with one another Texas Glory is the second in the Texas series by Lorraine Heath. This is my favorite book written by this author, I just love reading it, and could read it over and over and never be bored by this story.
This story begins with two people that couldn't be more opposite of each other, and each one has certain dreams, but when they truly come together they manage to have both of their dreams come to life. I found this a powerfully emotional book, that will cling to your heart. It has such a charming note about it, the characters fully of depth and promise, this is truly a sparkling gem that will touch your soul. My Favorite Quote: "You were my dream, Dee.
I just didn't know it. The part of me that I was always searching for. Jul 12, Mitzi rated it really liked it Shelves: heatsteaming , writer-lorraine-heath , genre-romance-western-contemporary , a-series , a-own-tbr-k1-w-aunt. Loved this book…. Most of the town has never seen her due to her family keeping her secluded.
He even thinks she has no nose told a story of it being cut off by Indians …. As part of his contract to marry her, he makes a deal with her family to stop Loved this book…. As part of his contract to marry her, he makes a deal with her family to stop cutting his fences, killing his cattle and he agrees to give them land.
She has courage and wants freedom from her family so badly she is willing to put up with just about anything and anyone. This book also goes on my keeper shelf!!! Mar 30, Aoi rated it really liked it Shelves: hf-america-frontier-wild-west. Texas Glory is another wonderful read in the series- so so emotional that I bawled my way through the last four chapters. This author certainly knows how to turn readers' waterworks on- but the stories are so beautiful, I'm hooked onto them.
Dallas, the previously uptight and ambitious brother definitely gets his comeuppance. His and Cordelia's path to a life together is paved with miscommunication and heartache. Whereas the first romance Houston and Amelia had this grand, sweeping feel to it- Texas Glory is another wonderful read in the series- so so emotional that I bawled my way through the last four chapters. Whereas the first romance Houston and Amelia had this grand, sweeping feel to it- the swoon factor was turned down a little her because they were two different and incompatible people at first.
Rawley,the orphan's story, broke my heart- and I'd dearly love to see his story written one day.. This book made me cry, made me laugh, made me want to sob and then smile. Lorraine Heath, as we all know has a knack for writing beautiful stories which are always emotional Coming from someone whose read all her books so trust me, not doing emotional is not her style , Miss Heath's writing struck my heart chords.
Always does. Texas Glory did the same. I didn't stop reading it until the end. This book really tells us that you should be content and happy with what you have, to dream big but So This book really tells us that you should be content and happy with what you have, to dream big but if you don't fly that high it's still alright, at least for me it's like that. Read this book if you want to remember it forever.
Oct 28, Kari Kaz rated it it was amazing Shelves: cowboy-west. This is the second book in the Texas Trilogy and this time we get Dallas' story. I loved the chemistry between Dallas and Dee. Their marriage starts off on the wrong foot, with Dee being forced to wed by her father and brothers. As she gets to know Dallas, she realizes what an amazing and generous person he is. His obsession with having a son is endearing because he has so much love to offer. He slowly comprehends that the love of his wife is what truly makes him complete.
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